When It Rains Fandom:
KusaShi [Kusano/Tegoshi] Genre:
Angst.... Drabble. Rating:
PG? Summary: They should have said these a long time ago...Author Notes/Disclaimer:
I don't own anything... This is for ruledaworld
... because her OTP is unfulfilled. Maybe there was something more. More to this... than just wild feelings and lonely nights.
Just like every time it rained, Tegoshi felt the bed become slightly lighter. He didn't know what to do. He didn't know what to say. Every time this happened, he always stayed in bed and listened. Listened as the person he cared about most, cried his heart out every night it rained. He hated these feelings. He was God, dammit. This feeling of helplessness was not something he could stand.
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Kusano slowly got up from the bed and made his way to the windowsill. He never knew how to express his feelings. Ever since that time. The time that would never... should never be mentioned. Even now he would deny it whole heartedly... Even know he would apologize like it was all his fault... Even now he would never tell that person in his bed
what he was thinking. It wasn't worth it.
He felt weak arms try to snake around to give him a hug from behind.
Kusano quickly shrugged them off and wiped at his eyes. He turned to his loverWhat are you doing here!?
His eyes spoke volumes.I'm trying to comfort you!
Tesshi's eyes watered.I don't need your comfort!
Notti's eyebrows furrowed.Why can't you talk to me!?
Yuya couldn't take it.Why do you even care!?
Kusano pushed Tegoshi away.
"It's not fair
Hironori! I see you do this every time it rains. My heart aches every time I hear you sob when it thunders! What do you want from me!? Did you really think that I wouldn't want to do anything?!" Tegoshi screamed from the floor.
"SINCE WHEN DID YOU CARE!?" Kusano roared right back.
"I always cared!"
"Liar. You never cared. The day I was suspended, I knew you went to his
place. I know what you two were doing. YOU NEVER ONCE THOUGHT OF ME," Notti sobbed.
"What the hell are you talking about!? Hiro, YOU LEFT ME. It wasn't right after you were suspended! He
comforted me. What the hell are you talking about!?" Tegoshi was a bubbling mass of tears. When was this going to end? "You're the one who went off to do Playzone with Uchi. You were the one who didn't even talk to me for two years. You're the one who didn't even look at me! All you saw was Uchi!"
"No. Uchi has Keiichan. At least Uchi has someone there to be there for him! All I have is you. The slut who transformed fast the moment we were put on hiatus. The whore who went on to be TegoMass without even telling me. The bitch who went on NEWS' tour without a second glance back at me!" Kusano went down and straddled Tegoshi, placing his arms on the boy's shoulders. He shook hard. "The bastard who didn't even come to watch Playzone." With that... Kusano got up and stalked out of the room.
"I was there, you idiot. You were just too busy looking at Shige to notice that I was sitting right next to him." Tegoshi curled up and cried. Cried like he did every time it rained.
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Gosh this was so angsty... `>.<
Let's make a little fun at the end. Shall we? `=]
Ummm... I'll try to write you a drabble... `8D
(Please to no Ryo/Anyone from K8 or Ueda/Anyone other than Ryo. `xD)
If you tell me who this squishy is...